Hello random people 🙂
Today was depressing. So I went shopping, tried on clothes, saw myself in a bunch of mirrors…. now I want to crawl under a rock and never came out so that no one would have to suffer through looking at me….
So yeah 😀 The self deprecating feeling of being ugly doesn’t go way at 24 😀 I will get back to you when I’m 25, maybe that’s a magical number. Though I did spent a good part of they day planning how I’m going to name my cats, so I might not be the best person to talk about that 😀
On a brighter note I looked for luggage for my trip to Rome (ROME!!!!) before I saw my reflection in the mirror 🙂 Did you know there are so many things to consider when buying luggage? So I need a carry on, but I’m thinking I need 4 wheels, so that is comfortable and easy to maneuver I also want something that is of good quality, but then it gets expensive… You know what I miss? High school 😀 Never thought I would say that, but I do 😀 It was so easy then (even if I didn’t realise that) I didn’t have to make any big life decisions, like right now I want to travel and see the world, but I also need an apartment to live in. I could buy it in about a year if I saved up (with a big loan, but chances are my monthly payments would equal rent, so not a big difference and seems like a smarter decission), but then no trips and so on for probably two years, because I will need money to renovate and buys furniture and so on. Being a grown up sucks big time! can I just go back to the time when my biggest problem was “which shirt looks best with this skirt?”
So that’s it for today 🙂 not much happened, felt depressed, decided I will die alone, realised I was being stupid, stopped being stupid and that is 😀 I will have to go shopping tomorrow, because I need new clothes desperately, but that’s tomorrows problem 😀